Sunday 19 June 2011

Entry dated 19 June 2011

Salam.. agak lama aku x update blog ngan citer2 life aku.. so post kali ni aku simpulkan ape yg trjadi dr last entry pasal: Unworthy Me

mmg kitorg gaduh perang besar pasal kes ni.. sbb tu aku xsuke nk check bukumuka dya.. tp kalo aku x comment plak.. dya marah.. byk kali dya terangkn kt aku yg tu saje dya post sbb nk tgok budak AD ni nk masuk jarum x kt dya.. (aku pk: What The Hell!! ko testing dya sbb pe? kalo dya nk kt ko.. ko On ke?) tp sbb aku taw aku ni da matang so aku kna r brfikir scara waras.. yes aku xnk kerohkn lg suasana.. aku mmg xnk khlangan dya.. so skrg ni kitorg brbaek blk..

nothing special or misery happen btwn us until last 2 days.. dugaan.. dugaan.. huk huk...

hurm.. last thursday dia kna join camping utk 3 hari.. start ptg khmis tu sampai hari sbtu... dya ckp r nanti rindu bla bla bla etc etc etc sbb xkan dpt msg.. pesan bagai nk rak kt aku jgn nakal2.. jaga dri elok2.. yes aku suke sbb dya concern aku tp kalo da byk kali ckp.. mcm x percaya pown ada kan? but still aku senyap lagi.. well kna r phm kalo bercinta ngan org yg muda dr kita.. btol x?

so nak dijadikan crite,walaupon nama camping tp mlm dya blk hostel tdor.. so da dkt nk tdor dlm pkol 12+ br kitorg msg.. xbleh lama pown sbb pg aku nk kna kerje kan... aku plak da xtaw nk wat pe.. slalu msg bagai nk rak.. so jmt tu aku bli tket layan citer X-men.. sbt mlm plak aku layan green lantern ngan super 8.. ape yg aku buat smer aku cter kt dya.. dan aku siap ckp lagi.. tgok sorg2.. xkuar ngan spe2 pon.. bkn pe krg byk lk nk kna tnya... walaupon aku tgk wayag.. tp bla dya msg aku xksah.. aku blas je.. walau pown tgh concentrate tgk wayang.. sbb pe? sbb aku syg sgt kt dya.. biar aku berkorban janji dya happy.. tu niat aku..

so criter dya start sbtu tu.. time aku nk layan for next movie.. ops sblm tu.. sbtu tu dya hbes awal.. pkol 4-5 ptg camtu dia da hbes program.. so kitorg msg mcm biasa r.. pastu ntah dlm msg tu dya citer ader budak blk laen .. yag dya x knal masuk smbg ngan dya.. ckp nk berkawan r.. tup tup tangan tros sentuh2 pegang2 dya.. hangen gler aku dgr.. rase nk je aku g sana cr bdk tu pastu lanyak bg mampos.. tp dya ckp da tepis pastu kuar dr blik.. xpe lagi.. kitorg still msg cam biasa n tba2 dia msg "Kol jap".. seyes aku da mula pk mesti ader yg x kna.. pehal lak.. sbb kalo xde mslh blh je smbg msg cam biasa..

so aku kol r dya.. (flashback kejap: dlu aku pnh ckp kt dya.. kalo kt umah aku xnk kol sbb line CELCOM kt cni macam gampang.. kejap dgr kajp x.. kejap ok.. kejap putus2) aku sbb risaw so kol r gak walaupown line kt umah x elok.. ko taw ape yg dya nk ckp? dya ckp krg dya nk kuar ngan kawan dya.. dlm hati aku da mmg da terbakar gak r.. aku dok pk bdk yg sentuh2 dya tu wat setan or jahat kt dya.. mcm xblh je smbg msg cam biasa kan? still aku cool.. pastu aku x ingt ape yg kitorg sembangkan tp byk kali gak ar..line cam sial.. kejap2 helo helo.. kejap2 ape dya? masing2 x dgr.. aku ckp xpe ar.. n wat ayat penamat bualan yg mcm biasa kitorg lakukan.. tup tup line ptos..

dya msg aku nape off? pastu aku ckp r xpe r.. g r kuar ngan member tu.. sbb time tu aku da nk bersiap2 kuar.. start ayat aku yg mcm sial tu la kitorg gaduh lagi.. dya tnya knapa mcm marah jerk.. mmg aku tgh marah tp bkn ngan dya.. tp ngan line CELCOM yg sial tu.. aku xreply sbb da dlm kete nk grak kuar.. aku pk nanti aku smpai kt tmpt line clear br r nk kol... x sampai 4minit camtu dya msg blek.. ayat dya da lupe.. tp mcm ayat majuk r.. aku yg tgh drive tros r kol dya.. aku ckp pehal.. aku xmarah.. blh x tg sampai aku smpai dlu.. sbb aku tgh drive.. aku xsdr time tu suara aku da tinggi.. sentap gak r dya.. ko bygkn aku tgh drive cilok2 kete tngn sblh pegang stereng sblh lgi on the phone.. aku x phm padahal dya da pesan kalo drive jgn maen msg or kol, tp tup tup dya on jerk ngan aku.. tp apa pown time tu kitorg da ok blek.. aku smpai kt dstinasi ppown kitorg still lagi on kol.. aku siap ckp da smpai tg aku dpt parking dlu br aku msg.. n ayat pnamat dya amat lah berjela dan berulang2.. "jgn nakal2", "Take cre", "saya syg abg".. sampai aku trpaksa ckp.. blh x tg aku cr parking dlu.. time tu aku da mmg menggelegak sbb aku da nyaris2 nk langgar kete org.. mslahnye krg kalo aku letakphone dya melenting.. nk xnk kna tg gak dya letak dlu.. (sbt pasal ni.. kitrg pnh gaduh pasal aku letak phone.. but that another stry)

da dpt parking.. aku gegas g cinema sbb masuk pkol 9.30. aku ada 15 minit jerk lagi.. da smpai sana aku tros bli hotdog wat mkn mlm aku.. masuk panggung n aku msg dya.. da ok da smer..

...... korg aku ngatok dah ni.. bsok smbg ea.. panjang lagi ni.. huhu....
to be continued..

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NEED YOU NOW by Lady Antabellum

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

Friday 10 June 2011

When n where.. Forever


WHENEVER WHEREVER by Shakira


We could both make fun of distance

Luck that I love a foreign land for
The lucky fact of your existance

Baby I would climb the Andes solely

To count the freckles on your body
Never could imagine there were only
Ten Million ways to love somebody

Le do le le le le, Le do le le le le

Can't you see
I'm at your feet

Whenever, wherever

We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder

You'll never have to wonder
We can always play by ear
But that's the deal my dear

Lucky that my lips not only mumble

They spill kisses like a fountain
Lucky that my breasts are small and humble
So you don't confuse them with mountains
Lucky I have strong legs like my mother
To run for cover when I need it
And these two eyes that for no other
The day you leave will cry a river

Le do le le le le, Le do le le le le

Can't you see
I'm at your feet

Whenever, wherever

We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder

You'll never have to wonder
We can always play by ear
But that's the deal my dear

Le do le le le le, Le do le le le le

Think out loud
Say it again

Le do le le le le

Tell me one more time
That you'll live
Lost in my eyes

Whenever, wherever

We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder

You've got me head over heals
There's nothing left to fear
If you really feel the way I feel
Shakira Whenever, Wherever

Mean!!


MEAN by Taylor Swift

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You, have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I’m wounded
You, picking on the weaker man
Well you can take me down
With just one single blow

But you don’t know what you don’t know

Someday I’ll be living in a big ole city
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
Someday I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your walk by lies
And your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don’t already see them
I walk with my head down
Tying to block you out
Cause I’ll never impress you
I just want to fell okay again
I’ll bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
Cause you can’t lead me down that road
And you don’t know what you don’t know

Someday I’ll be living in a big ole city
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
Someday I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
http://www.elyricsworld.com/mean_lyrics_taylor_swift.html
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see it years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same loud opinion
But nobody’s listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and roaming all about how I can’t sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar
And pathetic
And alone in life
And mean (x5)

But someday I’ll be living in a big ole city
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean

Yeah

Someday I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I’ll be living in a big ole city
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
Someday I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Thursday 9 June 2011

Far Away!!


FAR AWAY by Marsha Ambrosius

So sad to see you go so soon
I know that you ain't coming back
In the beginning everything was cool
Toward the end of it all it's all bad
I know I played my part in making it what it is
And I know that you did the same
I guess i'm up outta here
I'm moving on again
I'm sure that you will understand
I play by the rules
You play by the game
I couldn't of stayed
It's easier to say
Cos I was by your side
When you went through the pain
I guess it doesn't matter now that you're so far away

And every minute you're gone

I'm missing you so
I can't believe that you're far away
Can't get you out of my mind
Boy you're out of my life
I can't believe that you're far away
?
If you could hear me baby
Now that you're so far away
Didn't want you to go babe, babe

Ooh tear stains on my pillow

Tryna forget ya
Don't know what i'm gonna do
More days and counting
I've been laying and staring
Myself in the mirror
All alone in my room
I can't feel this way again
Gonna think with my head
Cos my heart is what got me here
So hurt from what you've done
More than enough reasons for me to move on
Cos I gave you my word
You put your trust in me
Supposed to be the one to give you what you need
I was by your side
When we were meant to be
Guess it doesn't matter now that you're so

Far away

http://www.elyricsworld.com/far_away_lyrics_marsha_ambrosius.html
And every minute you're gone
I'm missing you so
I can't believe that you're far away
Can't get you out of my mind
Boy you're out of my life
I can't believe that you're far away
?
If you could hear me baby
Now that you're so far away
Yeah...

If I'd have known Sunday morning

That you would be gone
I would have never come home
I wouldn't have answered my phone
To hear the voice at your tone
I knew that something was wrong babe
The ? who had told me
That you was alone inside an empty room
Identified you as my baby
Oh my baby
So far away

And every minute you're gone

I'm missing you so
I can't believe that you're far away
Can't get you out of my mind
Boy you're out of my life
I can't believe that you're far away
?
If you could hear me baby
Now that you're so far away
Yeah...
Can't believe that you're gone

Wednesday 8 June 2011

Unworthy Me!!

Bgn pagi awal.. smlm x smpt nk on9 sbb training bowling for this coming tournament.. maen mcm org giler.. 6 games in a row... smpai umah pown lewat.. dkt pkol 12.. gayut jap ngan si dya sampai pkol 12+... pastu mandi n twos lelap...

check jap wall dya n found something interesting that make my heart stop!!! Hurm, seyes dya wat aku dlm keadaan serbasalah blek.. truth to be told... aku penah curang ngan dya... sbb aku curious.. aku pown x taw nape aku x pk panjang time curang tu.. tp xpnh lagi aku nk berat2.. just ringan2 je... n bkn ngan sape2 pown.. cuma sorg je bdk ni... cite bg aku kalo blh xnak ingt n xnak ulang lagi... aku nk setia cuma pada yg satu.. its happen pown da agak lama.. 2-3 months ago.. tp post dya yg kali ni wat aku rasa.... im not worthy tok dya...

nak taw ape post dya?
ADD: hyee dear... pe khbar? miss u lor
HIM: hye.. msti r....*** da mslh r.... huk3 ada org tipu kita r..huk3 dpn ckp len..blkng ckp len..blkng psg spare part...pdahl kita ni jujur ngn dy..tpi dy cm try to fun ngn org len..kita dok kt tmpat jauh..cm bodo je setia..bgos x klu kita permain kn dy blik..kita wt apa yg smer dy wt kt kita...? 

ADD: *** rsa elok ke buat cam tu? kalaw elok..boleh jew bls balik kat dia. tapi yg ADD thu *** ni jenis setia. tapi klu org 2 wt kat *** camtue, mmg dia tu rugi r sb dia xmghargai *** . sush nk jumpa org yg setia cam *** nih. tpi tidk apa lah, mungkin nanti dia akn terima balsan nya..tpi saranan ADD lar, * setia je ngn dia tu. mgkin klu dia xtahu nk menghargai *** ...mmg dia silap bersama ngn * slma nih.. btw keep smile

HIM: xthu r. mgkin dia ada setia kot ngn *** . tpi agk nyer dy dh bosan ngn *** kot.. tpi klu dy dh bosan aey nk wt cm ne...terima je lah..sush r jd org yg setia ni..klu setia msti da je org wt pkra lain2..rsa cm dri ni bodoh pown da gak.... tpi klu kita belajar dri sikp nyer 2..mgkin kita boleh bljar blik sikap dy 2... try jd cm pergai dy..mgkin adil kot..perlu ke utk *** setia ag..huk3

ADD: klu *** rsa ok,try bljar dr dia nyer sikap... do it..

HIM: im try to learn..tpi klu still x leh....xpe ar..jdi je bdk yg sgt setia je cm sediakala..mgkin pas ni dy boleh jd setia ...dn betol2 setia..harap2 pas ni dy setia sgt2.. dn arap dy thu yg kita ni ttp stia xpnh buat pkra bkn2 kt bkng dy...... - rindu r kt dy 2- :(

ADD: wah, ADD tbik r kt ***,still ♥ kt dy,cmnih bru namanya "***" pe2 pown arp ***  setia jew dgn dy, ADD hppy tgok *** hppy.. xsuka sedih2,go00d luuckk 

HIM: tQ pkcik ADD..haha ♥ ♥ ♥

ADD: pakcik lar pulk ,welcomeee,................... .ngEE!!! nanti kita jumpa yer?? boleh? luah jew problm kt ADD or pew2 je, nti jumpa boleh sembg2 lma

HIM: boleh! wahhh itu sdah smestinyer 

ADD: wait 4 me yerp.

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Seyes im speechless.. aku xtaw r kot aku ada tipo lgi kt dya... yg aku taw aku bgtaw dya yg aku mmg ada trima sms dr org yg aku x knal n aku cuma brsms je.. kalo kate aku nk jumpa... aku x rasa i got guts to do that!!! ARGHHH!!!!!

aku rasa aku x worthy tok dya.. aku perlu undur diri kot.. seyes aku SAYANG dya tp mgkn aku lowlife asshole sedangkan dya perfect angel.. perlu ke aku ucap GOODBYE? huhu 

KAN AKU DA CKP.. GO FIND BETTER PERSON THAN ME.. AKU RELA DTINGGLKN BUT U SAID WANNA BE LOYAL TO ME AND HOPE THAT IM CHANGING N NVR DO THE SAME THING.. BUT WHY NOW U BRING UP THE MATTER AGAIN?

Tuesday 7 June 2011

You and I.. Always Forever..


You And I by Ingrid Michaelson

don't you worry, there my honey
we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills

maybe I think you're cute and funny,
maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I, you and I,

well you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

oh, let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

Monday 6 June 2011

Will Always Be Married To You!!!


MARRY YOU by Bruno Mars

It’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.

Who cares if we’re trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it’s on girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I’ll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
So whatcha wanna do?
Let’s just run girl.

If we wake up and you wanna break up that’s cool.
No, I won’t blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you